Experience and possibility create our reality. We see something be it a sunset and from our perception we view it and live it, but we don’t see it the same. My oranges and yellows are different. The way that sunset impacts me is completely different….I can take it as something different…maybe not even perception maybe the sunset can actually be physically different due tithe possibility of being different. The clouds could be elsewhere or spread out to be backwards…quantum physics are weird.

Interesting.

More things make me mad than glad

Yup

I always assumed I had control over my actions…it is what drove me to feel that I am in control of my own fate. This thought or idea is what made me realize there is no god. That chance and entropy play a huge role in our lives and the one thing we can control is us. After reading and thinking the idea of free will is beginning to vanish. I can list events to the reason why I thought something or list events to why I believe something…where did those thoughts come from…not the events; the thoughts. For example I wake up in the morning I am hungry…that is not something I chose to do that is a biological impulse and need to survive…now I can choose to not eat, but that is a thought I didn’t choose to think that it is something that occurred through my subconscious. Through neurological impulses and synapses that have been made me brain conjured up that thought…I have two choices now…I didn’t give myself these choices…I haven’t thought about other possibilities…I can’t have free will because I can’t think of every possibility to choose. There are foods I can’t choose to eat because I don’t know they exist. They aren’t an option. Through repetition and knowledge I have consumed in my time I can make choices from past experiences. Future random events will add to this library. I can’t consciously choose or recollect why I thought to listen to a song. I can’t say where a mood came from. I am. Product of my past experiences, randomness around me, biology, and current opportunities. I am not in full control of my life consciously neither is a Devine presence. I am ok with that. My experiences will continue to build and creating this library of possibilities and seeing outcomes to one day recollect on is all I need

Cacao

Tehe

Life is real

The odd moment when you start to feel the decision you thought would torture others torments you

Life has been busy